I want to end everything..a..

im so ugly...i dont care if this is a stupid question...my feelings are hurt by rude people but my dad keeps telling me im beautiful...

i dont get it...i used to be okay...now i have acne,glasses and beacuse of stressed i gained tons of weight.

my hair wont listen to me and snice my dad is single father and is poor i cant buy and products to help me to be prettier.i hate it when people staire at me and say stuff and laugh i cry every night and im sick of telling myself"why cant you be pretty?"

alot of people say appearence dont matter but it does i hate miooros and im sick of looking at myself at the mirror and im not going to do any more.I dont want to pitty myself but no one listens to me and i hate it when people make fun of me and i have nothing to say back this sucks and i really hate it i DO think im ugly and i

cant help it somtimes i wish i got a knife and killed myself no one listens to me beacuse they think im boring cuz the way i look

i want to quit everything...and dienothing can make me feel sercure anymore everytime i have somthing to hold on to

my hurt eats threw it why am i even here? why do i have to live like this?

why is everyone eles haveing a better life even thought they have the same feeling?

am i that stupid? dont people ever think in a place where they havent felt beautiful?

what did i do wrong to feeel this hidouse?