How can I feel good about m..

"Help! I am 33 and bald, have 2 huge dents in my head (people ask me what happened and I tell them I got hit by an axe in a bar brawl), have visible acne scars, very pale skinned with ALOT of black nasty body hair in all the places I don't want it. Sometimes I can't look people in the eye because I feel so hideous. It seems everywhere I go all I see are hot girls and guys. I see couples all the time smiling, holding hands and having a good time with life, and I am always alone and miserable. I know they say true beauty comes from within but it i so hard living in a materialistic and superficial city like LA plus I feel that ugly people made that saying up to make themselves feel better. Since I recently shaved my head (my receding hairline was so bad, I just had to do it), no women give me the time of day. I forgot what flirting is like. I am so down I feel suicidal. Other than plastic surgery (which I can't afford) what can I do to cope with my lonely and homely life?

hello friend,

i can understand how u must be feeling but.....see this is life and u can not run away from this right so dear friend give a smile and with a new courage try to feel better and see u will look better as u said u can not afford plastic surgery try to consult some good skin specialist and try to reduce ur spots on ur face and and try to find out a a way to get rid of ur body hair in a low budget and have good food its very important and read some books which r based on positive thinking ok...make a helthy regimn by wake up early in the morning and go froa walk eat those things which r good fro skin and hair and dear have patience things will work out positively for u when u think positively ok.good luck.and buy for now take care