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Please, no rude comments. I am so insecure! And, I hate that myself. I'm a religious person, and I know I am God's creation, and I should be happy with what I got. I also have a very loving bf who thinks I am just the beautiful and sexy girl he has ever seen. But I cant accept that! I believe hes lying to me. I'm a junior in high school, and I see all the other girls, and I just wish I could look like them. I have 32B boobs, brown a little off past shoulder length brown hair, I have some hormonal problem, because I need eyebrows and lip waxed continually. I also dont throw myself all over guys. And guys like big boobs, long hair, and I don't dress showing skin either. Jeans, sneakers and a sweater, or t-shirt. I just feel so bad, I know your probably thinking i should grow up, but it really does hurt. I feel so low. I just wish I could have a guy look at me. And my bf deserves better I believe, a girl he can actually show off to his friends. I just wish I could look like those girls...

* 11 minutes ago

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10 minutes ago

Also, before we started going out....he use to be mr.shallow guy.

now he just says hes picky??

Im like...'if you were so insecure you just wouldnt be going out with me.'

8 minutes ago

scratch 'insecure' i meant shallow

There is nothing wrong with you. I know how you feel though, because I often doubt good things about myself when I hear them from other people. Eventually you'll just realize that people aren't just telling you what they think you want to hear, to make you feel good. They really mean it.