Help me please school? I wa..

Help me please? Job? I wanna kill myself =(?

Hi. I was born with a mental illness called Social Anxiety Disorder, it was inherited by my mom or dad, through genes or something, lately its been killing me cause I don't know what to do when I grow up. The illness is where I feel like people are looking at me and I feel extremely nervous, its a psychatric disorder or something... I wish i wasn't born with it, feel like I havn't got a fair chance at life and just want to be normal for once... I'm only 16 and doing fairly good in school I think i'll be transfering to a University.. Like UCI, but I don't know what type of ocupation suits me, cause i'm always afraid and nervous around people feel like they are looking at me, i sweat and everything. I don't know whats a good paying job for me, a good enviroment I can work in and still be happy. Any suggestions please?

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19 hours ago

I've been told the Computer Field is very good but very competitive. If you suggest somethig

well it obviously have to be a job with little or no contact with people accountant or a work from your house job you should also get some counselling about these feelings they can help you so much

Not too much help for what kinds of jobs will be good, but it sounds like you're very anxious about making a life transition in general. This is a normal fear, so give yourself a break.