What the hell is wrong with..

I dislike myself. I can't stand the way I look. I feel ugly. I lack self-confidence. I'm terribly afraid of being judged. I think I'm boring and unattractive and eccentric. I sweat profusely and stutter when I'm nervous, whether in public places or during conversations with not-so-close friends or during class presentations. I think this could be social anxiety disorder. This is affecting my relationships. I got to know someone from the net who I really fancy a lot. But I'm too nervous to meet that person. I'm terribly afraid of being judged during our meet-up and worse, rejection. I can't stand this anymore. Why is life so difficult for me?

You're depressed. Go to your doctor and get some anti-depressant medicine or change jobs, if you can get transferred into another part of the state or U.S. and moved to meet different people, a change of scenery will help.

Thanks,

Beverly S.

u sound kinda like me. social anxiety and low self esteem. not your fault.

My late husband had social anxioty disorder and to me it sounds like you are suffering the same you need to seek professional help.

you just verrry unconfident. condfidence is the most important thing about a person so i would defdinatly suggest a therapist to get to the source of the problem.