I'm Sooo Confused!..

(1st of all forget any mistake,I'm not English)What's wrong with black girls, with me? It's odd 2 say, but true! I feel very confused in this last period about this thing. I'm the only black girl in my school (icoz it's a scientific grammar schhol), I have only white friends and even if I honestly have a nice body, I'm tall, skinny but with curves, have a nice face, and I'm nice person, I think guy don't date me... because of my skin-colour, not too dark, but brown! I do like white boys, coz I think they're cute (not all of course, bu many).That's the only way, I growned up with that "ideal-of -man" - and even if I wanted to date a black guy here I couldn't find one nice, clever and polite. WHAT SHALL I DO? U might say I'm young (I'm 17) it's not that! I'm sick of beeing all alone when my (white) friends continuetly date boys (and vice versa) and I don't. What's wrong with me? If I was ugly I would understand, but I'm not, n (white) boys don't see me, not as I'd like 2... -.-"

So ke nn centra nulla (perdonami moltissimo) ma nn so come rintracciarti altrimenti...vorrei sentirti tramite mail oppure se hai msn 猫 meglio...kiss. t aspetto, c conto davvero xke 猫 importante.